28 Mar 2011

Kick me out!

I wish I can talk to my brother just like talking to my friend and mum and he has the ability to understand the meaning of my words. Since he would never be able to understand and does not really care. And this will lead to a huge fight and put my parents in difficult situation if I have an opinion about this, I can only remain in silent and suffer! I can't talk to mum about this even she is the only one who can understand my feelings in the house. I am angry! Very angry here and pissed with this guy who has nothing between his ears and super insensitive and careless toward everyone but his beloved wife.

How dare you just make this decision without talk to me first and did not even have guts to INFORM me properly. Do you understand this is not just about a room or even money; it is about respect me as your family. I know you have your own family now, your wife goes first. But it doesn't mean you can take things away from me without asking me first. You might think my sister doesn't even live there, why bother! She will find a way to survive; she can just crash in mum n dad's bedroom or basement when she comes for holiday. She will cope, she doesn't have feelings. Do you ever consider that is my room, my house, the place I grow up, the place I laugh, I cried, I experience everything since I was a litter girl, I spent half of my life in that room!

Whatever! You stupid man would not understand this at all.

You just kick me out like this! Well done you!


 

Sucks!

26 Feb 2011

Stabilisation

This is what I really need, without it everything seems like struggling or stuck at somewhere even the period and my salary… damn!

I know I am not in the place to moan especially I put myself in this situation. So I will just kept my mouth shut and carry on my journey of struggling.

Oh just add on something positive to balance the moaning, I will be a qualified Hypnotherapist by this time next month, still a counsellor just knows how to hypnotise people, yippee!

I love my job, I love my job, I love my job, so I am willing to sacrifice and stop moaning…

Bring it on work, period and damn homework!!!!


 

 

1 Oct 2010

Here for you

下了一天雨,太陽趕在天黑之前帶著彩虹出來露了個臉

淡淡的,卻無比舒服,

有一點像嚷嚷著要情書的翁河馬


 

不知道妳現在還好嗎?

我猜這段時間你需要跟家人一起度過

河馬小妞,你乖

米米跟我都在

7 Sept 2010

給兔子小姐

兔子小姐最近很慌張,好像一個不小心把指南針給弄丟了!
拿著模糊不清的地圖到處問是該左轉還是右轉呢?

其實兔子小姐,你弄丟的不是那個跟了你很多年的指南針,是最近開始跟別人共用的那一枚。
那個無比厲害的舊指南針不是一直被你放在小抽屜裡面嗎?

所以不要慌張,也不需要拿著模糊的地圖到處問人
在你決定要不要把不見的共用指南針找回來之前
先把抽屜裡面的舊指南針拿出來用吧!

相信在你規畫的小旅行當中,那個跟了你很多年的舊指南針,絕對可以確保你安全的往前走!

加油喔!

16 Oct 2009

Chatsworth House的雞朋友!

媽媽來探望我,一同去了離Derby不是太遠的Chatsworth House
很漂亮的一個莊園,是Devonshire的公爵家,也是很多部電影的場景 i.e. Pride and Prejudice, The Duchess and The Wolfman

那天天氣賞臉不是太冷,還可以在樹下野餐,舒服極了
還在吃午餐的時候認識了一個行為囂張的雞朋友

我可愛的母親,看著大搖大擺的雞朋友也不禁大笑了起來

但是,最後我媽還是盯著雞朋友的腿說著"這雞腿好肥"

24 Aug 2009

怪咖處處有,英國特別多

今天沒有要抱怨
只是想要分享最近碰上的奇妙人物

(1)更衣室的諮商師
我參加的健身中心的主要客源是中老年人,所以常常在更衣室碰到婆婆媽媽們與我攀談(是的,我對婆婆媽媽有致命的吸引力)
某天上完body combat把正準備要去洗澡的時候
突然被一位印巴裔的中年女人叫住,問我從哪裡來、應該是在這邊念書吧?
沒頭沒腦的被身家調查了一番之後
這位太太就說起,她也替很多婦女提供諮商服務
不過她只諮商女性,因為"上帝說:她只能諮商同性別的人,因為這樣她才能提供真正的協助以及了解" (我確定這位太太信天主教,可是信教的各位,上帝應該沒有這麼說吧???)
接著太太又說" 而且替男人諮商,我怎麼知道他們會不會愛上我?你不覺得嗎?"
嚇得我啞口無言,只好應付著說男人有時候跟女人的溝通方式不太一樣啦!然後飛快逃離現場
其實整個對話過程,我都很努力的試圖表現出冷靜的態度,但根本很想要逃走...

某朋友聽完這個故事,只是默默說著誰說女人就沒有愛上她的可能?

(2)我有超能力
是斑比小姐的故事
前幾個月在一個有關於夢境跟心理諮商的workshop很不巧的碰上斑比
講師事前要求我們每個人準備一個夢境,以便活動中討論
斑比準備的夢境我不記得了,但是有關於她自己有超能力這件事
在介紹夢境給大家認識的時候,斑比提到,她從小就有一種可以知道別人在想甚麼的特殊能力
所以她沒有太多朋友,除了其他人擔心斑比可以完全將自己看透,斑比也充分利用她的能力來選擇朋友
斑比說得十分玄妙,連坐在一旁的我都不禁擔心起來斑比會不會知道我在心裡咒罵她了多久
但,以斑比還是十分熱情的關心我的一舉一動的狀態來看,我想她應該是聽不懂中文吧!

19 Aug 2009

新行程

好了,不吵了!
十月底就十月底吧!

倒楣大叉叉就從奪回網路開始劃掉
到時候再帶漂亮的成績單回去給你們看